I feel numb of all the goodbyes,
I feel numb of all the prayers,
I feel numb of all the hate,
I feel numb of all the time I waste,
is shock needed in times like these ?
am I to be crushed to pieces one day,
and never be able to rise again…
Does anything really matter anymore ?
I don’t know why I feel this yearly,
exhausted by the amount of work I do,
to keep myself from crying,
only to feel even more numb….
I don’t know how long I can keep this up,
before I just give up on everything…again…